Everyone knows I wear my heart on my sleeve and I am an open book. Sometimes it takes me a while to get past certain events and figure out what I need to do next. It was a tough year with Joe Dying, Jacob leaving and Greg and I breaking up all within a six month span. I feel like I have become quite mental. I still wake up nearly every morning from strange dreams that just don’t help to start off my day. I wake up angry and sad and disappointed…
So, I am going to start to fix this in baby steps. I am going to clean my room and finally get rid of all of the remnants of Greg. I am going to finally change my sheets and start sleeping in my bed again. I am going to go to the gym regularly and start taking better care of myself.
It’s time to move forward.