There is a bird nest, lying on the ground in my back yard. And next to it, there are some broken eggs. Pretty sad. I suppose it is the circle of life, and some creature got to have a pretty good dinner on those egg guts. But what is really amazing is that I look at that nest and some bird put it together with pieces of grass and straw and stuff and wove it all into a nice nest with its beak and claws and it is really pretty cool.
I had a pretty good day today. Nice and relaxing. I did a lot of swimming in my pool. Drank some beer. Some friends stopped by and shared their thoughts about life and love and whatever. I met a girl today. She came by the house. She is going to rent my spare bedroom. She seems extremely nice and wonderful. It will be nice to have the company. I have been somewhat lonely lately. It is amazing how I can be surrounded by people and still feel alone. I wish I could figure out where all of this emotion has come from. I am not used to it. I feel like such a girl. I have never so clearly felt the beating of my heart before. Wish I knew what was going on with me. I had it all under control, and now my emotions are taking over and I am afraid to just go with it cuz I do not quite know what to expect. I am just going to lay low for a while and see what happens I guess.