I love Sheryl Crow and love to sing her songs. Train is good too!
Month: July 2002
32nd Birthday
Well, my birthday was awesome!! One of the better birthdays I must say. I woke up in the morning and had beer and eggs for breakfast and then laid around the pool all day. Around 4pm, I got in the shower and got ready and Karl came over and we all went out to dinner at Home Town Buffet and it was yummy. The boys were perfectly behaved. I was extremely impressed. Then we went over to Rhino for the balcony party. There were so many people there! I was surprised. It was a great party and the fireworks show lasted about 40 minutes and was just fantastic and our view of the show was perfect. I do not think anything about my birthday could have been better.
Birthday Eve
Tomorrow is my birthday. Last night I got my nails done and my hair cut and then I went roller blading. Today, I am going to buy a new outfit and get highlights in my hair. It has been over a year since I have pampered myself at all and I think it is about time. Today is good. I feel confident and in control. I know my birthday will be awesome as always.
Broken Hearts
You know that I have been hanging out with someone who has his heart broken and, as a result, has become quite protective of it. Well, I am starting to wonder if it may be wise to run away as fast as I can. As long as he expects to be hurt again, he will always look for potential negative. As long as he is looking for the flaws, he will find flaws everywhere. How can I possibly be so perfect that he could ever relax a bit and quit worrying about heartbreak? I cannot. It is impossible for me to prove one way or another how my presense in his life could effect him, and I cannot guarantee the length of our adventure together. I cannot guarantee a single thing except that this feels right at this moment and how can we really know if it will be right or wrong tomorrow? The entire future is only comprised of a bunch of moments. This one, right now, is all I have to work with, and if I were to squander it by worrying about the next moment, then will I be happy when I look back… will I be fulfilled when i reach the end? So many people these days are walking around with broken hearts and empty hearts. It is like Night of The Living Dead on this planet.
Birthday Plans
Looks like the option to celebrate the 4th of July on my company balcony is unofficially open. Looks like we are going to form our own party. The balcony overlooks Tempe Lake where the fireworks can be seen very well. This way, we can drink and eat and watch fireworks without fighting the crowd and paying outrageous prices.