Phase Shift

I am phase shifting pretty hard right now. Not sure which direction or what angle. Seems that certain things are canceling out and other things are becoming apparent. This time of year is often difficult. I feel like everything I want is just out of reach. It is like standing in the eye of a huge whirlwind. It swirls all around and I can see what is outside of it, but if I try to get to those things, I will be caught up in the wind and just swirl around in circles and get nowhere, so I stand here in the calm center waiting for the wind to die down so that I can make my move. It is a bit lonely in here, though. Wonder how long these heavy winds will last. Wonder if I could anchor myself somehow and reach through and grab hold of something or someone and pull myself through.